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The UpWords Weekly Email Devotional
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3/16/06
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HIS FINAL PRAYER WAS ABOUT YOU - - -
by Max Lucado
As Jesus stepped into the garden, you were in his prayers. As Jesus 
looked into heaven, you were in his vision. As Jesus dreamed of the 
day when we will be where he is, he saw you there.

His final prayer was about you. His final pain was for you. His final 
passion was you.

He steps into the garden, and invites Peter, James, and John to come. 
He tells them his soul is “overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of 
death,” and begins to pray.

Never has he felt so alone. What must be done, only he can do. An 
angel can’t do it. No angel has the power to break open hell’s gates. 
A man can’t do it. No man has the purity to destroy sin’s claim. No 
force on earth can face the force of evil and win—except God.

“The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak,” Jesus confesses.

His humanity begged to be delivered from what his divinity could see. 
Jesus, the carpenter, implores. Jesus, the man, peers into the dark 
pit and begs, “Can’t there be another way?”

Did he know the answer before he asked the question? Did his human 
heart hope his heavenly father had found another way? We don’t know. 
But we do know he asked to get out. We do know he begged for an exit. 
We do know there was a time when if he could have, he would have 
turned his back on the whole mess and gone away.

But he couldn’t.

He couldn’t because he saw you. Right there in the middle of a world 
which isn’t fair. He saw you cast into a river of life you didn’t 
request. He saw you betrayed by those you love. He saw you with a 
body which gets sick and a heart which grows weak.

He saw you in your own garden of gnarled trees and sleeping friends. 
He saw you staring into the pit of your own failures and the mouth of 
your own grave.

He saw you in your Garden of Gethsemane—and he didn’t want you to be 
alone.

He wanted you to know that he has been there, too. He knows what it’s 
like to be plotted against. He knows what it’s like to be confused. 
He knows what it’s like to be torn between two desires. He knows what 
it’s like to smell the stench of Satan. And, perhaps most of all, he 
knows what it’s like to beg God to change his mind and to hear God 
say so gently, but firmly, “No.”

For that is what God says to Jesus. And Jesus accepts the answer. At 
some moment during that midnight hour an angel of mercy comes over 
the weary body of the man in the garden. As he stands, the anguish is 
gone from his eyes. His fist will clench no more. His heart will 
fight no more.

The battle is won. You may have thought it was won on Golgotha. It 
wasn’t. You may have thought the sign of victory is the empty tomb. 
It isn’t. The final battle was won in Gethsemane. And the sign of 
conquest is Jesus at peace in the olive trees.

For it was in the garden that he made his decision. He would rather 
go to hell for you than go to heaven without you.

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Seven years ago, I was attacked by a neurological dysfunction called trigeminal neuralgia. Electrocution-type pains penetrated the right side of my head: my jaw, my chin, my eye, my forehead, my mouth, and my teeth. A slight breeze across my face, a quick kiss from my husband, or touching my face caused pain that would cause me to cry out or scream. At times I fainted. I could not chew, so I resorted to eating sweets, letting them melt in my mouth. I was allergic to the anti-seizure medication that is prescribed for TN. Finally my physician found one medication I could tolerate, but it became ineffective against the pain.

Sometimes, at home alone, I had such violent attacks that I could do nothing but scream until the violent pain relented. My body would go into an involuntary state as I tried to live through the pain, second by second. Fear gripped me. Brushing my teeth was the hardest thing, and sometimes I did not brush them for several days. Exactly two weeks before I was healed, I was struck so hard (while brushing my teeth) that I could not stop screaming. I had spent a good portion of the past seven years in tremendous pain, but I knew that healing was on its way.

Two weeks later, I was healed. That was October 24, 2005. Since that day My family and I are celebrating the one year anniversary of life without trigeminal neuralgia. Praise God for His mercy and His healing power! I can chew crunchy, healthy food. I can brush my teeth. I can touch my face as often as I wish. Now I can enjoy hugs and kisses from my husband and enjoy the wind that breezes across my face.

I was 41 when trigeminal neuralgia attacked. It was immediately after a root canal redo. I spent years in tremendous pain, God’s love continues to restore me with blessings greater than what I imagined.

One year, and I am free, free, free! Praise God!

******************2/27/2006***************

written by:Kathy Gilbert Taylor

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