BioJeSSiC

a nobody made special by SOMEBODY.
a trash that was not thrown.
cleansed. considered. cared for.
i am loved and i rejoice… even when circumstances are not that pleasing.
i love SOMEONE who gives and TAKES AWAY.. that SOMEONE wounds me but HE heals me..
HE knows best..
HE knows my sores and heals them.
HE makes those sores helpful… so I may be complete.. not lacking anything.
My life now may be a mess. But for HIM a MESS can be a MESSage.
HIS promises are the things I hold on to.
HE has promises for YOU too.
Will you be willing to know?

My internet connection is crazy.
Believe it or not.. i can only post here in my blog when it’s morning– when friendster or when my internet provider is not busy.
Same goes for yahoogroups. So.. that’s why. Even though I want to post badly, I still have to wait for the sun to shine. But amazingly.. GOD provided a way for me to post tonight.
Here’s my diary for today. Come and look. You’re allowed!
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12noon
The 4th year yoROCKERS met. I realized that we’ve never been this close before. GOD provided me with friends that would be with me to rebuke me and encourage me. We can open up to each other, pray together, read HIS Word together, laugh with each other… GLORIFY HIM TOGETHER! Don’t get us wrong,we are no perfect people. We are sinners who are willing to admit that we are in need of SOMEONE to fix our imperfections. These yoRockers are my future neighbors in my future HOME. So I believe that what I have in them is not just an ordinary friendship, but an ETERNAL one. I just love them with the LOVE that the LORD has provided!
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3pm
I went to Church with Doris. The message was for the youth. The message was for us. I don’t know how to explain it. I want to say it in person to those who are interested. The LORD provided a message. The LORD provided a way for this generation to rise!

I was so blessed! Jesus indeed made a way for me to be in that Church at that time with THAT message. Amazing! You think HE is telling me something? Yes! HE’s telling US something.
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5pm
I went to Abellana. hahaha! I broke my record. I was able run 1 round MORE than my usual capacity. Amazing! Hehehe. The LORD provided enough oxygen.. enough endurance! See??!! HE is the GOD of MORE than enough. Believe and you can go the extra mile. Just like me. Hehehe.
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9pm
I read Doris’ testi for me. I was extra touched. Heheh. I just want to thank the LORD for making a way for us to be friends. She has inspired me and I know that the LORD will provide for her.. The same way that the LORD has provided me with a loving extra-sister, Doris.
Again I came up with a conclusion: My GOD is an extraordinary provider. Yes HE provides! ..To the point of providing us life by giving up HIS OWN SON.
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9:45
I close this diary. I need to meet with my PROVIDER. I need to thank HIM. I need to tell HIM something. I need to…….. Ummm.. I need HIM.

bye!
=)

Name Your:
.:. high school: university of the phils
.:. college: cebu normal univ
.:. favorite soda: diet coke/pepsi.. hehehe
.:. favorite band : hillsong united.. nothing beats ‘em!
:. favorite animal: dog
.:. favorite burger place: none
.:. favorite fruit: all fruits! Yum!
.:. favorite weather: windy
Do You:
.:. have a girlfriend/boyfriend: NOPE! ..proud and happy about it!
.:. think others find you attractive: blank ü
.:. want more piercings: No! I have 2 in each ear already and I wish one pair would disappear! ehehe
.:. want a tattoo: a big NO!
.:. like cleaning: sometimes
Last:
.:. talked to: Sister dear
.:. thought: Sleeping
.:. shower: This morning
For or Against:
.:. long distance relationships: Fine with me.. I think.
.:. killing people: sooo against
.:. teenage smoking: No. Sorry!
.:. gay relationships: Depends. –> Update 9/7/08:AGAINST
Have you:
.:. ever cried over a girl or boy: Yep!
.:. ever been arrested: Nope
.:. ever had a friend die: Never
.:. ever dated a cousin: Never
.:. ever used a gun: Water gun..
.:. ever finished a puzzle: Yep
.:. ever got surgery: Assisted surgeries. Rubbed elbows with cutie dokis. Hehehe
.:. ever got beaten up: Yep! By my mother.. Hehehe
.:. ever hated someone: Before
.:. ever made a huge mistake: YES!
.:. ever jogged a mile: without stopping? Not yet. But real soon.. I will! Hehehe..
Number:
.:. favorite number: 10
.:. of times I have had my heart broken: Secret
Last Person who:
.:. slept in your bed: Me hehehe..
.:. made you cry: Mama
.:. yelled at you: Papa
Pick one:
.:. blue or red?: Red
.:. spring or fall?: Winter!
Random stuff:
.:. criminal record?: None
.:. do you speak any other languages? Filipino, English, Cebuano ra intawn.
.:. piercings and where?: Ears. Two in each ear.
Your:
.:. initials: JAPY!
.:. how old do you look?: 20 sad
.:. how old do you act?: 20 plus. Char! Tu-o sad.
.:. braces: Before. =) Highschool.
.:. do you have any pets?: My mom has.
.:. do you get embarrassed?: Of course! Di sad ko grabe ka bagag nawng. Hehe.

1.What is it about you that people don’t really notice? Naa ba? Hehehe.. I am clueless.

2. What do people commonly mistake you for? Strict na maldita

3. Are you insecure? Not anymore.. yey!

4. Do you think you’re attractive? Blank ü

5. Do you find it easy to trust people? Uhm.. sometimes.

6. Do you have a really big secret? Yee

7. If yes, how many people have you told about it? Two

8. How are you when you get mad? Really bad.. that’s why i hate it when someone provokes me. ö

9. What do you do when you’re bored? Sleep or Go online or Watch TV

10. Do you enjoy doing nothing? When I’m relaxing.. yes.

11. Are you comfortable in being alone? Uh huh!

12. Do you think watching the sunset or the stars is fun? yes!

13. Do you like the rain? Yep! Makes me want to sleep

14. What can you say about poetry? Sweet!

15. Are you a phone person? Not at all times.

16. Do you find it easy to express how you feel? Honestly.. no.

17. What song best describes how you feel? “More than Enough” –chris tomlin

18. What impossible thing do you want to do right now? Right now, I only want to finish my manual and then sleep. So.. obviously, those are 2 POSSIBLE things. dba?

19. What is missing in your life right this moment? Commitment to things that deserve my attention.. basta.. ^_^

20. Are you happy with the way things are going in your love life? Very!!!!!

21. Are you sure? Yep! Ah am loved.. By my one and only Jah..